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Name: Chad
Country: United States
State: West Virginia
Metro: Charleston
Birthday: 5/9/1983
Gender: Male
Interests: let's see. there is warcraft 3, inuyasha, fullmetal alchemist, yugioh, other anime, mindless banter, talking to friends, writing, reading, and my girlfriend (a big interest, lol).
Expertise: debating, counsuling (strange as it sounds, i do a bit with friends, lol), trying hard to just make it through life, and destruction (gotta love destruction)
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  chajo11
MSN: chajo10@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  chajo10
Member Since:
4/21/2005
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| It's been a while since I did my last post. Well, first of all, I got great news. Me and Cindy were officially married last Friday, August the 18th. It was a private ceremony, for just me and her. It was great though, and we are both very happy. Our lives have taken a new route at last, and we both look forward to our future together.
Also, I start a new job officially on Monday. I had worked at Precision Services in Sutton since June this summer, but I got offered another job for another company known as Triune Software in Flatwoods. So, I took it, due that it had benefits and a pay raise. Yay, new job, lol.
Hmm, something to talk about. Ah yes, something I've thought about recently is when you hear bad news about former friends, do you laugh, or do you feel sorry for their luck? I guess some people do laugh, and I've done it before. But at the same time, you feel sorry for your former friend, even if that person don't care about you. I know it's wrong to laugh at people's bad luck or heartaches, but sometimes, I just think to myself that it's humorus that the pain they dealt out to others has finally come full circle to them. It is true though that you pay for what you've done somewhere down the road. Doing wrong to others does come back to haunt you. I just find it sad though that some people have another bad experience to learn that they have done a great deal of wrong to a lot of people.
Something else weighing on my mind recently is people you once was in touch with rather often, whether it be family or friends, that suddenly drop off the face of the earth. You try to speak with them, but get no answer. It irritates me when you leave a person an IM or email for them to send one back, and yet they don't do it. Rather than just say "I'd rather not speak to you right now" or "I don't feel much like talking with you," they ignore you and don't say anything. I'd much rather be told straight out "Hey, I don't feel much like speaking with you. Good bye." Something up front and honest is much better than being ignored. I've had quite a few people like this the last year or two, with three very up front in my mind, although I tend to forget about the one now. It just irritates me, if not infuriates me that someone you think cares about you could just ignore you, even when you've tried hard to keep in contact with them. My philosphy on it though is a simple one. If they feel they have the right to ignore you, or they supposedly don't have time to talk with you, then just forget about them. An example is one person I used to speak with weekly, if not bi-weekly. Last Fall, we had a slight falling out over something, but got over it, so I thought. I did at the least, lol. Anyways, as the Fall progressed on, our conversations started slacking off. I'd IM them, but get no response at all. Mind you, this is when they're not even on an away message, and they're active. So, I'd leave a message, asking for them to respond later, only to never get a response. As Winter came, the gap increased over time. By Spring, it was a pretty bad gap, and since that time, I've not heard from this person. Why, I'm not sure. Well, maybe possibly due that they're a spoiled brat who doesn't care much about some people, but that could be just my opinion of them due to past experiences. I try not to let that influence my view on them, but still, it's hard at times not to remember it. Also, possibly due that they're a bit angry with me from the Fall, I don't know. Either way, I've rolled it around in my head, and came to one conclusion. I had this issue with this person once, and the simplest conclusion I came to was I can live without talking to this person. I did it for a while before, and I can sure as hell do it again. No disrespect to anyone, but as long as I have one important person talking with me still in my life, I just don't care. Anyways, I'm sure if that person reads this, they may know who I'm talking about, but doubtful.
Alright, enough complaints. Hopefully it's not too much to ruin everyone's reading. Anywyas, I'm alive and well, plus married, lol. Later all.
Chad
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| Wow, it's been quite a while since I last posted. Let's see,
what's new with me... First of all, I'm now 23, so happy day,
lol. Also, I finally heard back about a job. I've
officially been selected for one, but it's the one in Gassaway, which
isn't far from home. In a way I don't want it, but in so many
others, I do. Cindy has also gotten a job offer, but it requires
her to move nearly four hours away from me... But there is hope,
due that another company closer, which is about an hour and half from
me has come open. Problem is, she's got to wait on it, but she
has till this Wednesday to decide due that the other job wants to know
when she's coming up to work. If she gets the job that is closer,
that would mean we could split the difference and move to somewhere in
between the two jobs. I hope she does get the closer job, for
that would mean we could get married in a few months or so. Even
if she does move to the other job though, we'll probably marry within a
few months, but we won't be able to stay together. *sigh* I
just hope things work out and we can finally be together. I'm
really hopeful that she gets the closer job, but knowing our luck,
probably not. Still, I have hope that she will.
In other news, not much new. I finished my The Wolves Seal, my
one fan fic, if I hadn't already told everyone that one, lol. Now
I'm working on a new one, a sequel, and final story to my series with
Illidan. So far, I've yet to name the story. I have an idea
on the plot and all, but the name has eluded me. I had the same
trouble with The Wolves Seal, so I guess I'll figure it out.
Also, I'm still posting Tournament of Power on fanfic.net, and people
seem to like it. Cindy has also started writing again, and
started giving me her chapters to post on fanfic as well.
I've learned something in the month and a half that I've worked at
Go-Mart. Well, nothing new really, but I was shown the true
stupidity of humans. I had a low opinion on human intelligence
before working out there, but now, it's gotten even lower. People
don't ready, pay attention, or anything of any intelligence at
times. Example: Today, a guy was wanting decaf
coffee. He was standing in front of the coffee pots. Now,
only one of the pots are labeled, but it clearly says in orange,
decaf. I was in the back near the pots and the tard asked me,
with him directly in front of the decaf pot, which was the decaf
pot... I fought the urge to scream "You freaking idiot,
read! You're standing in front of it you moron!" Btw, I
would have said much worse, but still, I didn't say even that,
lol. I calmly said "It's right in front of you sir. It says
decaf on it." He looked, and was like, oh... Another
example of stupidity is people have no clue how to work our gas
pumps. It's not a hard concept to learn. There are even
instructions on the pump. You simply push your payment option,
which has three options: Pay at pump (if the pump's credit card
reader works), Pay inside credit, or Pay inside cash. Next, you
push your grade, then simply pump. That isn't so hard, but each
and every day, people make it hard. The final testimony to
stupidity is people can't find the bathrooms. *shakes head*
There are big ass signs on the walls above the bathrooms that says
men's and women's. How much more plain of a sign they need than
that, I don't know. Maybe we should put one up that flashes,
saying "Bathroom here for tards." The same can be said for them
trying to find coffee, candy, and soft drinks. *sigh*
People just make my head hurt.
Hmm, something I've been thinking about is the situation in Iran.
Bush is threatening military action if necessary. I think more
than likely, before he goes out of office, he'll attack Iran, and if he
does, that will cause the American public to possibly, but doubtfully,
truly question Bush's motives. I mean, two wars already started
by one man, with both not being necessary. I understand 9/11
deserved retailiation, but to attack a country, an entire country mind
you, that only held an enemy group, was pointless. If you're
going to counterattack, try taking out the group, not taking out the
entire country. Then there was Iraq, which had no point to
it! His original reasoning was that Saddom had womd and Al Quida
links, all based off of US intelligence, which was questionable at the
time. Now, common sense could tell you they were way off due to
two reasons: 1.) The UN had combed Iraq many times, and
found no womd, hence there was no way in hell that could be true.
2.) Bullshit about the links. Satellites had found nothing,
not to mention, there was no evidence, no proof, no nothing to suggest
the Al Quida was even in Iraq! Bush was grasping for straws, and
wanted rid of Saddom, clearly, so he lied. The UN saw through
him, but dumbass Britain joined up with us. *rolls eyes*
That was semi pointless though, due that Britain has no real major army
to support us. Anyways, Iraq was invaded, Saddom was captured,
and now we're stuck babysitting the damn place till it can stand on
it's own, while we also have to rebuild the fucking shit we just blew
up! *sigh* And now, the US intelligence admits it's
information was not very good. Gee, you think... I don't
doubt we'll invade Iran though. Give Bush another year or
so. He'll find a way. He always finds a way.
Well, enough on my brooding thoughts. I'm out for the night. Enjoy.
Chad
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| hey all. well, it's been a while since i've actually posted,
mostly due to the fear of parents... they found my myspace
account, and well, slightly freaked, lol. due that myspace is a
pain in the ass, i find it easier to just post stuff here now,
lol. also, if you're wondering why my posts are vanishing, or
only certain posts from like august or july are showing, it's due that
i'm in the long process of putting them on a prefered list. so,
if you want on, let me know. i'll add you, i guess, lol.
hmm, not much new really. got a job at the local gas station as
cashier. it's touch screen and real easy to run, so that's
something to do. it's kind of fun in a way to hang out there to
and talk with the ones i work with. they're fun to talk with, and
listen to, lol. also, went interviewing this week on thursday for
a job in chantilly, va, which is near DC also. i think i have a
chance, but don't know. i got another interview with a company in
gassaway, wv (rolls eyes due that it's only 30 miles or less away from
home), in a week from tuesday, which concidentally is my birthday,
lol. so, hopefully things will work out at one job. also, i
still have a chance with a company i interviewed with a month ago, so
there is more hope. they're only in charleston, which is only an
hour from here or so, but hey, it's something.
as i say, not much really going on. been mostly just relaxing
when i can now due to work. been writing, reading, and whatever
else i can do, lol. been thinking about the meaning of some songs
i listen too also. one i heard the other day, called "Why" by
Jason Aldean, really got to me in a way. it made me think back to
this past summer, and made me realize it kind of related to that one
night cindy cried. although the whole song don't really pertain
to that night, it does in a way. it sort of made me think of what
i truly did, and made me more sorry for that night. i know i
promised myself then and there to never make her cry over my own
stupidity again, and so far, i've tried hard, and have really kept up
with it, i guess. why all these sad songs are getting to me, i
don't know. all of them seem to trigger some memory, or thoughts
about people i've known. just kind of odd i guess. lol,
that or i think too much. yeah, that's most likely it.
well, i'm tired, and need to call cindy. *groans* i have
work at 6 am tomorrow, then i go to see cindy at 2 in the
afternoon. i'm going to really need a nap when i get there, due
that i'm tired now, lol, and it's 11:27 pm. oh well, i'll get
over it. night all. and remember, contact me if you want to
speak.
Chad
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| why is it sometimes i say things i shouldn't, yet i do say them?
sometimes they need said, but not when anger clouds your mind.
*sigh* what i'm getting at is i feel like crap right now due to seeing
sarah's latest xanga. and the reason is for my attitude and what
i have said in the past few days on here. so, right now, i do
apologize for saying those things in anger. i shouldn't have
acted like that probably, yet i did. and that's no real
excuse. *sigh* what i'm trying to say is if you are going to
comment on a person, don't comment on them in anger. that is what
i did. and now that i see the results of a week of hell for her,
i realize that i probably did help attribute to it. maybe i
didn't, but i feel i did. so, basically, i am apologizing if i
did. this is something that does bug me. i dislike being
mean to people is mostly it. i may put on a strong front and talk
tough, but deep down, i dislike it.
at any rate, sarah, if you see this, i do apologize if i did attribute
to your problems last week. i am truly sorry. i only
realize now when my concense has ridden me into the ground about
it. anyways, i do apologize. btw, i'd like to talk to
you. i might be able to cheer you up. never know, lol.
well, that's all for now. hopefully i'll be able to sleep more peacefully now. anyways, i'm done.
the one and only, Chad
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| yet another day in paradise, oh wait, i mean hell. lol, home life
is so much fun. can i kill my family yet? they are driving
me nuts with this stupid ass "getter done!" crap. i swear, if i
make it out of here without killing one or all of them, i'll be
lucky. but i did get to talk to the most wonderful girl in the
world today and tonight. *sigh* if only i could be with
her. damn, i miss cindy so much.
as for friends, it has become apparent to me that possibly i came down
a bit too hard on sarah. i apologize. i realize now that i
might have attributed to her depressing week now. this is why i
hate being mean. even when i know someone needs a good kick in
the ass for their thoughts or actions, i usually have remorse for
it. i wish we could all just get along, in so many ways.
but anyways, i'll try and talk to her again tomorrow. maybe i can
repair some of the hurt feelings between us. as for nathan, he's
good, for now. lol, i have a feeling that both of them will have
a long and winding road of recovery really from the broken relationship.
as for debate, i'm not really in the mood.
onto the pearl of wisdom though. it may seem that your life is
insignificant, completely useless, and has no meaning, but you're
wrong. God gave every single person a reason for being on
earth. it may have been to just put another person onto the path
of righteousness, to save a person, to help a person, or to just be
there as a friend, but everyone has a purpose. it may take time
to find out what that purpose is, but it will become clear to you one
day. and always remember, the future isn't set in stone.
you can always overcome your past. you may have done many things
wrong in the past, but that doesn't mean your future contains the same
fate. the future can be changed. always remember
that. and always remember, God does love you. he may frown
on your actions, and even punish you for them, but he always loves
you. and remember, the test of friendships is shown by who will
always remain your friend, even when you've done a horrible wrong.
anyways, i'm tired. call me at (304) 765-5971 (before 10 pm,
please, lol. rents dislike late night calls, lol), im, or email
me. anyways, i'm out for the night. later all, and enjoy.
the one and only, Chad
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